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Name: Amanda
Country: United States
State: Michigan
Metro: Detroit
Birthday: 12/23/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Guard, Theatre, Film, Photography, Poetry, Novels, Plays, Literature, DCI, WGI, MCGC
Expertise: Making the "life is a cookie" moments a little more bleak.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  Angelicshedevil4
Yahoo:  spazo122386
Member Since:
5/18/2005
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| Yeah so... Southwind Guard Camp last weekend...
It was really fun. Meaning, it was nice to see everyone and to actually get off my ass and really spin.
I
got beat! I'm all shades of black and blue... That is fo sho'. I'm so
sore... Not even kidding. The funny thing is, I didn't really feel like
I was really getting a beating until we had breaks. Once I stopped
moving, all of my muscles tensed up like all get out. Mind over matter?
Perhaps. Drugs seem to be helping to a certain extent.
Regardless
of the soreness and the black-and-blueness, I'm uber excited about this
summer! Can't friggin' wait! I'm ready to be tan and toned once again!!
Yay-ya!
As
for now, I'm attempting to pack-up my "life" at Western, so I can get
the fuck out! I'm so done! Seriously! Everything seems to be pretty
lightweight, except my mini fridge... I don't know how I'm going to
carry that bitch out to my truck and then lift it up into the back of
it... My roommate better emerge from whereever she has gone, so she can
help me carry it! That is all I've got to say about that.
I frock. | | |
| Well... it has been almost 2 months since I posted last...
Lets see...
I have the worlds GREATEST boyfriend. I love my Nicky! Seriously don't
know how he puts up with me. I love having someone to come home to,
someone that I can sleep with every night, someone that I could cuddle
with all day... I could go on, but that is just disgusting. He is
amazing and he treats me better than any other boyfriend I have ever
had. I actually believe that he loves me, which is a major thing for me.
I am completely obsessed with Sex and The City, not that I wasn't before, but now I can watch the DVDs whenever I want.
I'm not marching anywhere right now, but I'm actually okay with that
because I have my own equipment. I probably shouldn't spin in my living
room, but HEY! I haven't broken anything, yet. =)
Kevin, Adam, Nick and I painted my basement over the weekend. It still needs some work, but I really like the colors we chose.
My roommate is one of the coolest people I know-- Fucking Cum Swapping Slut.
School is going pretty well. I hate the KZoo, but that is okay. I'm going to be transfering after this semester anyway.
I am going to be marching SDUB again this summer! I am so fucking excited about this upcoming summer!!! SDUB LOVE!!!
I have another new baby brother! Alexander Thomas... he is an absolute gem!
I can't wait until April! WGI!! Jill is going to be coming up with me to the D!! Fucking STOKED!
I miss my month off of school. I miss Sarah and Bridget! And other people too.
Oooh! I got a tattoo. It is a Celtic Infinity Knot on my lower back.
Tramp Stamp. I know. It has several meanings, but I'm not in the mood
to get all DEEP...
I love Kickboxing. Makes me sweat like some sort of farm animal!
I don't want to go to class tomorrow! AH! I like my classes a lot, but I'm lazy. True dat!
2 of my cousins are getting married this year-- not to eachother. Becky
to Jude. Tim to some girl I've never met. I can't go to either wedding
because of guard related stuff. I'm sweet! Becky's wedding shower is on
Superbowl Sunday, which mean I'm going to be super hott for the game!
Heck yes Superbowl XL in the Big D!!
My roommate was talking about getting Jimmy John's and now I want Subway really bad... Fucking Cum Swapping Slut.
The Aristocrats is fucked up! Funny though. Worth a gander, I feel.
I need a vacation. I need some sunshine! It fucking snowed today. Made me bitter. Not going to lie.
Jill has taken the longest 2 shakes of my life. Homie don't play. She probably fell asleep. Oh, well. She'll call me tomorrow!
Talked to Babs and Callie today! I just love them!
Should I become... a graphic designer, advertiser, educator, or a film
maker? That is a real question. I have been bouncing random ideas
through my head of what I should "be", but I have gotten no where.
Every week I want something else. Those were just the ideas of today.
Yesterday, it was completely different. I think that is a problem. Does
it mean that I'm too ambitious and that eventually I will have to
settle and be miserable? I hope not!
Well, I think that it is time to hit the old dusty trail. | | |
| Well, I'm sure this won't come to surprise anyone, but I was in the hospital from 740pm on Saturday until 345pm Monday. Sweet, huh? Here's the story...
Thursday- Went home, The Big D. Had a slight stabbing in my left side. Ate dinner, Jet's Pizza, with family. Ow. Felt sick. Thought- maybe it's the pizza.
Friday- Ow. Still feel like shacrap, but nothing comes of it, except a nap.
Saturday- Feeling wretched. Ate pancakes. Ice Tall Chai Latte from Starbucks. Rent. Vomit in AMC 20's bathroom. Home. Half slice of bread and water. Vegging. Stepdad fed-up. "We are going to the hospital." Vomit. Hospital. 8 hours in ER. Blood viles. Baby frying. Flat plate Xray of abdominals. Iodine solution. 1 hr. CT scan. Crones disease, IBS, Diverticulitis, or an infection. Emitted into the hospital- 3am.
Sunday- Sat on ass all day waiting for bastardass doctors to show. Nothing.
Monday- Doctors come in. Decide that I had an ovarian cyst that ruptured. Ow. Discharged from hospital.
How exciting is that? Quite. I look like a heroin addict because of all of the blood viles that were take throughout my stay and the IV that I had in my arm the entire time.
Hurray for me.
Oh, I almost forgot! A lady in the ER tried to kill me by giving me a derivative of PCN. What a douchebag! I had an allergy bracelet on AND I told her that I was allergic, but she connected that thing to my IV anyways. MALPRACTICE!
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RIP- You were an amazing person. I just wish I had another chance to tell you that.
There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
"Hear you me" Jimmy Eat World | | |
| SOUTHWIND 2006 WOOOOOHOOOO!!!!
HECK YES DAWGS!!!
SDUB LOVE!!!
VENTO IS GOD!!!
I LOVE "Y'ALL"
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